Month: March 2016

Heartfull moments 5: meeting with remarkable Spirits

Work in progress….continuing my path on the trance-journey…

As before, using moving meditation facilitated a deep altered consciousness while being grounded.
The deep stance of my legs gave a strong rooting for the whole body while I felt free to let the energy move my limbs.
Immediately the visions unfolded befor my eyes
This time I went to my Grove: an open clearing in the woods, many trees standing in a circle.
For sure, Wolf was there again to meet and greet!

This time I had the chance to ask for guidance:
What’s the meaning of our meeting? Wolves are gathering in the woods….
I met the she-wolf, this was fated…What is our wyrd?

‘This meeting was arranged for mutual healing’

After these words, it was time to say goodbye…

I give thanks to my guide: Wolf





the Wild Hunt


Spring has arrived with a storm…
It feels like the Wild Hunt rides again!
When I called upon Wolf, Old One-eye rode along and pulled me in to join the Hunt.
So we hunted the Unseelie, we harried them from dusk till dawn.

here is an old tale goes, that Herne the Hunter
(Sometimes a keeper here in Windsor forest)
Doth all the winter-time, at still midnight,
Walk round about an oak, with great ragg’d horns,
And there he blasts the tree, and takes the cattle,
And makes milch-kine yield blood, and shakes a chain
In a most hideous and dreadful manner.
You have heard of such a spirit, and well you know
The superstitious idle-headed eld
Receiv’d and did deliver to our age
This tale of Herne the Hunter for a truth.
(Shakespeare, The Merry Wives of Windsor, 4.4.28-38)

source: Russell Brand and the Wild Hunt. | Cymraes’s Corner

Hunting with the White Wolf

Today I felt the presence of Wolf very strongly…

For years I have been avoiding the Spirits, kept them at a distance.
Confucius had said,  “Respect ghosts and spirits, but keep them at a distance” (Analects 6:20).
I was afraid of losing control, being taken over by the Other, afraid of the sacrifices that They were asking.
But at last I gave in, made my peace with my old fears.

Today I answered the hunting call of the White Wolf.
Yeah, we hunted together!
It seemed I rode a white horse, carrying a lance, wolf-mask on my head.
Soon we hunted down a shadow-spirit, my lance nailed the thing to the ground, my sword hacked it into pieces.
The thing had many dark tendrils attached to its victims, sucking their energy with sweet lies.
Bright Sword cut through the threads  one by one, burning the threads into nothingness.

The hunt was quick and brutal, the Spirits were ready to depart to their next tasks…

I give thanks to  my helpers and guides from the three worlds.

Thank you: White Wolf, Bright Angel, Guardians, Ancestors!

The circle is open but yet unbroken,
Merry meet, merry part and merry meet again!
see also: Following the call of the wolf | Dreamquest

Het orakel van heartful moments 4: Aphrodite


Door heartfullnesspodium voel ik me uitgedaagd om goed stil te staan bij de weg van mijn hart.
Deze keer sta ik stil bij de vraag: welke onderdelen van hetgeen aangeboden word, inspireren mij?
En dan gaat het niet om: vind ik het leuk? Want ook de lastige onderdelen kunnen me uitdagen om te kijken naar weerstanden en andere pijnpunten.

Ik word voornamelijk geïnspireerd door het werken met de wekelijksgetrokken orakelkaart.

Mijn aandacht werd deze keer meteen opgeeist door het kaart van het Godinnenorakel: Aphrodite.
Aphrodite stelt mij de vraag: volg jij de weg van je hart?
De vraag stellen is de weg naar het antwoord, die ik helder probeer te krijgen.

Ik herinner me nu weer hoe de beelden van het Godinnenorakel een enorme impact op mij maakten tijdens VakantieAnders, diverse beelden van verschillende Godinnen spraken krachtig tot mij.
De vogels van Rhiannon riepen mij, om te varen over de donkere zee, naar Zomerland ging de reis en weer terug naar Midden-Aarde.
Deze reis tussen de werelden was de weg die me gewezen werd om verder te bewandelen: ik ben al een tijdje bezig op het sjamanistische pad, het reizen tussen verschillende staten van bewustzijn om de kennis en vaardigheden te verwerven die ik ten goede kan aanwenden in mijn omgeving.




Zie ook: heartful moments 4: omgaan met je oordelen en triggers |

Following the call of the wolf

Last full moon  I experienced Call of the wolf during Equinox and Lunar eclipse; at a crucial point it seemed I met a she-wolf…after sniffing out each other we played a while.

Today I decided to follow the track…it took me some time to find the trail,  it was well hidden in a roundabout way…but finally there it was!

And again, warily sniffing the scent, testing the energy…
Oh! This is really strong!

It felt like I had to heed a pack-mate calling, this geis is upon me.

I will call for help from the Otherworld, for the Advesary is very strong bad medicine!