‘Op zoek naar het wonderbaarlijke, ontmoetingen met bijzondere mensen’
Op zoek naar het wonderbaarlijke
Mijn queeste op het pad van persoonlijke zingeving:
Onder de vernis van Protestantisme, ervaar ik een diepe onderstroom van chinese en javaanse
spiritualiteit.
Toen mijn speurtocht begon in Nederland, was slechts New Age en Europese spiritualiteit op de boekenplanken te vinden, Taijiquan en Yoga in buurthuizen; pas later kwam ik weer in aanraking met bredere ontwikkelingen uit overige delen van de wereld, met name shamanism: Native American Mongolia
Ontmoetingen met bijzondere mensen
Diverse ontmoetingen met mensen die mij inspireren: Naast de inspirerende verhalen van mijn vader, heb ik veel geleerd van leraren Taijiquan & Qigong en boeken/leraren uit de chinese traditie (Confucius, Mencius), naast boeken/leraren in de westerse spiritualiteit (Gurdjieff, Regardie, Starhawk), als overbrugging ervaar ik core shamanism (Harner) als een uitstekende ‘brug’.
In deze fase van mijn leven definieer ik mezelf als spiritueel humanist.
Belangrijkste actuele inspiratiebronnen: Mencius met betrekking tot het vormen van humanistische samenlevingsvorm. Modern shamanisme met betrekking tot rituelen. Reclaiming met betrekking tot politieke actie.
Mist lifts from cedar-planked docks as tidewater laps softly. Lanterns sway, painted with soot-spirits that blink and drift. Narrow boats creak, their prows carved like forest gods. An old ferryman bows. “This is Hoshinami Village,” he says. “Mind the water—river spirits wander hungry tonight.” Across the inlet, a bathhouse rises, its windows glowing gold against the fog.
Entering the bathhouse:
Steam curls through cedar halls, thick with the scent of herbs and river clay. Attendants in soot-streaked robes hurry past, carrying buckets that murmur faintly. A towering woman with iron-gray hair—Mistress Kogane—regards the entrance. “Shoes off. Names kept close,” she says. “The spirits here remember what is forgotten.”
In the baths, a hulking river spirit groans, tangled with refuse. A small spirit waddles by, humming softly. Steam stills. Murmurs hush like reeds in wind. The river spirit lifts its heavy head, water streaming, and sniffs the air. “Ah… a living breath,” it rumbles. Small spirits pause mid-step, blinking. One whispers, “A name-walker… careful, careful.” From shadowed rafters, soot sprites gather, chittering softly.
Mistress Kogane’s voice cuts through: “No harm. All who enter are guests—until they forget the rules.” She folds her sleeves, voice low as tidewater. “Three rules bind this house.” “First: guard your name. Speak it lightly, and it may be taken.” “Second: take no gift without labor given. Even spirits pay their due.” “Third: show no disdain. Filth and god share the same water here.” The river spirit exhales. “Break them,” it murmurs, “and the bath remembers you… differently.”
Mistress Kogane studies the steam. “Work,” she says. “Hands in water, brush and bucket. Clean what others refuse.” She gestures to the great baths. “Foul spirits come burdened. Ease them, and the house is paid.” A small spirit nods solemnly. “Carry, scrub, endure,” it hums. The river spirit shifts. “Give effort without pride,” it rumbles. “Then even the oldest debts grow light.”
Mistress Kogane steps closer, her eyes glinting like wet stone. “Touch what clogs them—leaves, mud, rust. Speak gently, name them softly.” The small spirit waddles beside a steaming basin. “Offer warmth. Offer patience. Listen to the currents of their sighs.” The river spirit groans, water rippling over stones. “Lift what weighs them,” it rumbles. “Even dirt, even sorrow… all that is heavy, make it lighter, and the bath remembers with gratitude.”
Mistress Kogane gestures toward a corner where sludge clings thick. “Begin with Fumigawa,” she says. “River spirit, old as winter reeds, foul with forgotten offerings.” A small spirit squeaks beside it. “He grumbles, yes, but he remembers kindness,” it says. The river spirit shifts, water rippling darkly. “Hands steady… speak no name yet. Start small. Lift one burden at a time, and the rest will follow,” it rumbles, eyes half-hidden in steam.
Fumigawa stirs, water sloshing over mossy stones. “Hmph… name-walker,” he rumbles, voice like rolling driftwood. “Hands… careful, yes. Touch the filth, ease the ache.” A small spirit scuttles near, humming softly. “Start at the knot of reeds,” it chirps. “They remember the first gentle hand.” Mistress Kogane nods from the rafters. “Do not rush, do not speak your name,” she warns. “Let the spirit feel your patience first.”
Fumigawa rumbles, a deep, rolling sound like stones shifting under water. The knot loosens, murky water swirling into clarity. “Ah… careful,” he groans, ripples smoothing. “Hands that know quiet… rare.” The small spirit hums brighter, hopping onto a nearby plank. “See? Even the smallest touch untangles what years have bound.” Mistress Kogane watches, arms folded. “Hold nothing back. Patience feeds the river as much as water feeds the reeds.”
Vrijwilligers zijn onmisbaar in onze wijk. Of het nu gaat om helpen in het buurthuis, ondersteunen bij evenementen of een oogje in het zeil houden voor anderen: zonder vrijwilligers zou veel stilvallen. Maar hoe zit het eigenlijk met de afspraken tussen een organisatie en een vrijwilliger?
Hoewel vrijwilligerswerk anders is dan betaald werk, betekent dat niet dat er geen regels gelden. Er is meestal geen arbeidsovereenkomst zoals bedoeld in het Burgerlijk Wetboek Boek 7, maar er zijn wél duidelijke verwachtingen over en weer. Die vallen onder het algemene overeenkomstenrecht van het Burgerlijk Wetboek Boek 6.
Voor organisaties geldt dat zij goed moeten zorgen voor hun vrijwilligers. Dat betekent onder andere een veilige werkomgeving, duidelijke uitleg over de taken en goede begeleiding. Ook is het belangrijk dat vrijwilligers respectvol worden behandeld en dat gemaakte afspraken worden nagekomen. In veel gevallen worden ook praktische zaken geregeld, zoals een verzekering of een vergoeding van gemaakte kosten. Richtlijnen hierover zijn onder meer te vinden bij de Rijksoverheid en de NOV (Nederlandse Organisaties Vrijwilligerswerk).
Van vrijwilligers wordt op hun beurt verwacht dat zij zich aan afspraken houden, betrouwbaar zijn en zorgvuldig omgaan met mensen en materialen. Ook het opvolgen van instructies en het op tijd afmelden bij afwezigheid hoort daarbij. In sommige situaties, bijvoorbeeld wanneer met persoonlijke gegevens wordt gewerkt, geldt bovendien een geheimhoudingsplicht op basis van de Algemene verordening gegevensbescherming.
Het belangrijkste is misschien wel dit: vrijwilligerswerk draait om vertrouwen en goede samenwerking. Duidelijke afspraken – bij voorkeur vastgelegd in een vrijwilligersovereenkomst – helpen om misverstanden te voorkomen en zorgen ervoor dat iedereen met plezier kan bijdragen.
Vrijwilligerswerk blijft in de eerste plaats iets moois en waardevols. Met heldere verwachtingen aan beide kanten wordt het voor iedereen een positieve ervaring.
Xiao AoQi was known in the village for two things: a brave heart and a kindness that lingered like spring sunlight. When the first warm winds arrived, carrying the scent of damp soil and new blossoms, he began his traditional spring cleaning ritual. It was not just sweeping floors and washing windows—it was a quiet promise to begin again.
Outside, the muddy trail from his small garden to the front door told the story of the past season. The harvest had failed, and the earth had given little in return for his labor. Near the edge of the field stood the ruined old tree, its hollow trunk split by last winter’s storms. AoQi often paused there, remembering better years when its branches bloomed wide and generous.
That morning, he carried his spade over one shoulder and his flute tucked into his belt. The nearby tower cast a long shadow across the garden, as if watching over him. He worked slowly, turning the soil, though doubt weighed heavier than the dirt.
At last, he sat beside the broken tree and played his flute. The melody was soft, carrying both sorrow and hope across the fields. A neighbor passing by stopped, then another. Soon, a few villagers gathered, drawn not just by the music, but by the quiet courage it held.
AoQi lowered the flute and, for the first time, asked for help.
No one hesitated.
Together, they cleared debris, mended the soil, and shared seeds saved from better seasons. By dusk, laughter replaced silence, and the muddy trail filled with many footprints.
That night, AoQi finished his spring cleaning with a lighter heart. The ruined tree still stood—but now, it no longer felt alone.
That night Aoqi had a strange dream:
In a quiet riverside village, there lived a curious boy named Xiǎo Àoqí (小奥奇). No one knew exactly where he came from, only that he had been found as a baby wrapped in a blue cloth embroidered with swirling waves.
Xiǎo Àoqí loved the river. While other children chased kites, he would sit for hours by the water, whispering to it as if it could answer. One evening, during a heavy storm, the river rose higher than ever before. The villagers panicked, fearing a flood.
But Xiǎo Àoqí stepped forward.
“I’ll ask it to calm down,” he said.
The adults dismissed him—until he walked straight into the raging water. The storm suddenly softened, as though listening. Beneath the surface, Xiǎo Àoqí saw a vast palace of light. There, a great dragon stirred—ancient and powerful, with eyes like the deep sea.
It was Ao Guang.
“You carry the name of my kin,” the dragon rumbled. “Why do you call me?”
Xiǎo Àoqí bowed, though he trembled. “The village is afraid. Please, let the waters rest.”
Ao Guang studied him, then laughed softly, like distant thunder. “You are small, yet your heart is steady. Very well.”
With a flick of his tail, the storm dissolved.
When Xiǎo Àoqí returned to shore, the river was calm, as if nothing had happened. From that day on, the villagers looked at him differently—not as a strange child, but as a quiet guardian.
And sometimes, when the wind brushed the river just right, they swore they could hear a dragon’s laughter echoing… and a boy whispering back.
First impression: There’s a strong feeling of transition here—between states, emotions, or phases of life.
🔮 Key symbols & message
🦋 Butterfly (top right) Transformation, emergence, becoming. You’re either in the middle of a change or right on the edge of one. This isn’t a small shift—it’s identity-level.
🌫️ Layered sky / torn strips These feel like layers of perception or past experiences. Some are messy, obscured, or fragmented. 👉 Message: Not everything is clear right now—and that’s okay. You’re seeing things in pieces before they fully make sense.
🌸 Soft pink + trees Gentleness, healing, quiet growth. Trees suggest grounding and patience. 👉 You’re growing in a subtle way that may not be obvious yet.
🖐️ Hand holding a small figure (bottom left) Protection, guidance, possibly spiritual support or inner wisdom. 👉 You are not alone in this. There’s something (or someone, or your higher self) holding you steady.
👁️ Eye (top left) Awareness, intuition, being watched over—or seeing something you didn’t before. 👉 Trust your perception right now, even if others don’t see what you see.
🙏 Open hands (bottom right) Surrender, receiving, openness. 👉 Stop gripping so tightly—what’s meant for you is coming, but it requires allowing.
🧭 Overall oracle message
You are in a liminal space—not who you were, not fully who you’re becoming yet. Things may feel unclear or layered, but there’s a quiet, guided transformation happening.
Guidance:
Trust the process even if it feels incomplete
Stay open instead of trying to control outcomes
Lean into intuition—it’s sharper than usual right now
Be gentle with yourself; this is a soft, not forceful, evolution
Core message: You are learning to see clearly and choose consciously. There are multiple forces, identities, or paths around you—and you’re no longer meant to move unconsciously through them.
Symbols and what they’re saying:
The central bird (hawk/falcon energy): Precision, focus, and decisive action. Unlike the first image, this isn’t just rising—it’s locking onto a target. You’re being called to act with intention.
The eye with circuitry: Heightened perception. This is intuition plus pattern recognition. You’re seeing systems, behaviors, and truths beneath the surface. Almost like a “code” is being revealed to you.
The black cat & white rabbit: Duality—shadow vs innocence, instinct vs curiosity, mystery vs vulnerability. You may be navigating two very different energies or choices. Neither is “wrong,” but you must be aware of what each path brings.
Armored figure (bottom right): Protection, boundaries, and emotional armor. This suggests you’ve learned (or are learning) to guard your energy wisely—not everyone gets access to you anymore.
Anime-style figure (bottom left): Inner self / identity exploration. There’s a playful, expressive, maybe even rebellious version of you that wants space to exist.
The symbol at the top (target/portal-like): Alignment. Everything is pointing toward a central truth or purpose—you’re being “guided” toward something specific, not random.
Text fragments / chaotic background: Noise, external influence, or mental clutter. Not everything around you is meaningful—discernment is key.
Oracle guidance: This is a moment to trust your perception but also verify your direction. You’re not confused—you’re processing complexity. The clarity comes when you decide what actually matters and cut through the rest.
You are stepping into a version of yourself that:
Sees through illusions
Protects their energy
Acts with precision, not impulse
Reflection question: What are you currently seeing clearly that you used to ignore—and what choice does that clarity now require you to make?
Core message:
You are in a moment of transformation through release.
Something has been “torn open” (the ripped paper), but not in a destructive way—in a revealing way.
What’s emerging is more aligned with your truth
Symbols in your image:
The bird (wings spread):
Freedom, higher perspective, and a call to rise above current circumstances.
You’re being asked to trust your instincts and take a broader view.
The torn layers:
Breaking illusions, shedding old identities, or seeing through something that was once hidden.
This can feel uncomfortable but is necessary.
Flowers over the face:
Growth, beauty, and soft strength.
Your identity is evolving—less defined by ego, more by natural expression and authenticity.
Covered eye / single visible eye:
Partial clarity.
You don’t have the full picture yet—but you do have enough intuition to move forward.
Moon and soft background:
Emotional depth, intuition, and a quieter inner knowing guiding you.
Oracle guidance:
You don’t need to force clarity right now.
Let things unfold.
What’s being revealed will make sense soon—but only if you allow the old layers to fall away without trying to reconstruct them.
Reflection question:
What part of your identity or life are you being asked to release, even if it feels beautiful or familiar?
Investigating the strange symbols of the infernal machine, our heroes were able to free the prisoner and to neutralize the clockwork guardian, while earthshakes grew in power.
Guided by the prisoner , the adventurers boarded the experimental skyship.
The whole island shook and rose from the sea, large tentacles grew from the earth and reached for the skyship.
You are in a phase of transformation where instinct, imagination, and perception are becoming stronger. Something in your life is asking you to trust your inner signals more than external noise.
Key Symbols in Your Image
🕊 Wings above the head Wings suggest awakening, perspective, and messages from a higher viewpoint. They are attached to a face that looks calm but intense. → This often indicates a shift in identity or a realization about who you truly are.
👁 The large eye in the wing An eye in symbolic art usually represents awareness or intuition. → Something that was hidden is becoming visible to you.
🐱 Blue cat with a listening symbol Cats represent independence, intuition, and quiet observation. The spiral-like ear symbol looks like listening or tuning in. → The oracle suggests: listen carefully to subtle signals—dreams, feelings, coincidences.
🌸 Blossoms around the scene Flowers often symbolize new cycles and gentle growth. → Even if things feel strange or uncertain, something beautiful is developing slowly.
🌀 Circular structure with the person inside This can represent being inside a complex structure or pattern. → You might feel like you’re navigating something complicated, but you’re learning how the pattern works.
Oracle Guidance
Right now the message is:
Observe more than you react. Listen more than you speak. Trust what your instincts notice.
You may soon see the real shape of a situation or relationship that previously felt confusing.
✨ A simple question this oracle asks you: What is your intuition already trying to tell you that you’ve been ignoring?
The woman made of flowers and plants suggests embodiment of nature, growth, and personal transformation. She stands in the center like a guardian or spirit. This often represents:
reconnecting with your true self
growth happening even if you don’t fully see it yet
nurturing your own inner world
The flowers on her body suggest healing and blooming after a period of difficulty.
The Butterfly (Upper Left)
Butterflies are classic symbols of transformation and rebirth. 🦋 Placed above her, it suggests a higher perspective guiding change.
Oracle message: You are in or approaching a metamorphosis phase—something in your life is evolving.
The Moon / Cosmic Circle (Upper Right)
The moon-like sphere with branching gold lines looks like cycles, intuition, and hidden knowledge. 🌙✨
This often means:
trust your intuition
something unseen is influencing events
emotional cycles are important right now
The Hand Holding the Stone
The hand offering a stone or object looks like a gift from the earth. 🪨
This symbol can represent:
grounding
wisdom from experience
something valuable that you already hold
Oracle message: You already possess a key resource or insight you need.
The Roots Shape (Right Side)
The root-like design suggests foundation, ancestry, or grounding. 🌱
Possible meaning:
reconnect with where you come from
build stability before moving forward
growth requires deep roots first
The Eye Shape
An eye symbol often represents awareness and awakening.
Oracle message: You may soon see something clearly that was hidden before.
✨ Overall Oracle Message
You are moving through a period of deep personal transformation. Stay connected to your intuition and your roots. The wisdom you need is already in your hands. As you trust your inner guidance, something new will bloom naturally.
A.I. review This artwork feels like a modern reinterpretation of an ancient oracle—a fusion of classical mysticism and contemporary collage.
Here’s what stands out:
Classical Arch & Latin Text: The golden circular frame with Latin inscriptions resembles a Renaissance or medieval halo/architectural medallion, suggesting sacred knowledge or divine authority. Words like “superos” (the heavens) and “matris” (mother) hint at spiritual or cosmic themes.
Serene Blue Face: The calm, almost statue-like face evokes ancient Greek or Roman sculpture—suggesting timeless wisdom. The closed or half-closed eye implies inner vision rather than outward sight.
Torn Paper Effect: The ripped edge around the face feels like a revelation—truth breaking through layers of history or dogma.
Purple Hand Silhouette: The raised hand resembles a gesture of invocation, blessing, or communication—like someone channeling or consulting the oracle.
Collage Format: Because it appears in a book spread, it may symbolize rediscovering ancient wisdom within modern pages—knowledge preserved, reinterpreted, and reawakened.
ORACLE
A hidden truth is emerging from beneath old structures. The answer you seek requires inner sight, not external proof. What is ancient in you already knows the way.
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