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Fragmenten van herinneringen

Fragmenten van herinneringen


Vintage triptych of canals, ocean liner, airplanes, and harbor skyline

Na mijn geboorte van Naarden naar Amsterdam:
We woonden begane grond:  een speeltje van buurtkind valt in de achtertuin.

…intermezzo van 7 jaar…

Met de boot naar Djakarta, wat is het hier vies!

Met vliegtuig  terug naar Amsterdam, wat is het hier koud!

Opnieuw ben ik een vreemdeling in een vreemd land.

…intermezzo: Oegstgeest, Nijmegen, chaotische studententijd…
Krakersrellen, tanks in de straten, flashback van coup 1965.


Definitief terug  naar Amsterdam voor intensieve opleidingsperiode gongfu.
Zang, dans, optredens.

Vertrouwensbreuk van mijn leraar, ik stap er uit.

Een nieuw begin:
Verliefd, verloofd, getrouwd, eerste kind, eerste vaste baan…wel heel veel tegelijk.

De eerste paar jaar druk met huisje-boompje beestje, later ruimte voor eigen persoonlijke ontwikkeling, een magische tijd.


Ontmoeting met tweelingziel, ik was nog nooit zo hartstochtelijk geweest.

Opnieuw zelfstandig wonen, mijn definitieve vaste baan gevonden in maatschappelijke opvang.
Gezien hoe makkelijk het is om af te glijden van grachtenpand naar de straat.

Dankzij tuinieren kan ik  contact maken met de grond van dit land.

Voor het eerst kan ik me wortelen in dit land.

Lockdown!
Oude banden breken in deze dorre tijd.
Wandelingen  in de stadsnatuur helpen me er doorheen.

Met mijn lief verhuist naar een ruimere woning in een bruisend stadsdeel, een nieuwe wereld gaat open voor mij.


Met pensioen terugkijken  op herinneringen, al die fragmenten vormen het mozaiek voor de lapjesdeken die als een mantel om me heen past.
Ik ben trots op mijn Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat!

De droom van Onze Lieve Vrouwe

De droom van Onze Lieve Vrouwe


Hooded boatman guiding a small boat through a misty forest marsh

Ik lag voor een scan in de MRI cabine, het lijkt wel een glazen kist uit een sprookje.
Via de koptelefoon klinkt klassieke muziek: Solveig’s lied!

Mijn ogen sluiten zich, ik droom weg…


Het bed verandert in een sloep dat wegdrijft over de rivier naar de droomtijd en brengt me naar het Regenboog Eiland

In de mist zie ik een stille vage gestalte, gehuld in een mantel die het gezicht bedekt met een kap.

Naderbij komend zie ik meer:
De mantel tonen de contouren van een magere gestalte.
Het gelaat onder de kap wordt langzaam duidelijk:
De linkerhelft toont de kale schedel van een geraamte, de rechterhelft toont het gezicht van een beeldschone vrouw.

Ze wenkt en neemt me mee over een smal pad.
We lopen over rotsige stenen die verderop veranderen in doornstruiken.
Het pad wordt smaller en komt uit op een brug dat zo smal is als een vlijmscherp zwaard.
Op de achtergrond hoor ik gezang: ..This ae nighte…
Over de dunne brug lopend kijk ik naar beneden en zie de knekels van degenen die eerder hier waren geweest.

Uiteindelijk komen we bij een ijzeren poort in een donkere berg.
Iemand roept: ‘wie hier binnentreedt verliest alle hoop!’

Ik loop achter mijn gids aan door de poort.
Gaandeweg verlies ik alles wat ik bij me heb: rugzak, kleren…
Ik verlies mijn huid, mijn vlees, mijn botten, mijn gedachten…
Ik los op in de donkerte en kom tot rust in een droomloze slaap…


Er klinkt weer gezang: ‘Wake Again”

Het wordt lichter om me heen.
Langzamerhand kom ik terug in de dagelijkse werkelijkheid.

In mijn hand vind ik een steen die ik kennelijk heb meegenomen uit de andere wereld.
Het is een kleine, platte, ronde steen met een gat in het midden.

Ik kijk door het gat in de steen en zie de andere werkelijkheid achter de dagelijkse, als een gedimd licht onder een mantel.



Gotham Magick against Machines

Gotham Magick against Machines


The Owl lifted into the battle smoke.
Dragon against Clockwork Golem.
Teeth against gears. Magick against machinery.
The sky had become a malfunctioning engine.

Lady Blackbird stood on the deck.
“Nearest wormhole, Captain Avery. Now.”

Avery pulled the levers.
Space buckled.
The stars became white scratches on black glass.
JUMP to Gotham.

They arrived scattered like bad thoughts.
Each went to his preferred corner of the city.

Meanwhile Gotham was coming apart.
Highlord Macdonald organized wrestling games while the streets burned with civil unrest.
Mercenary guards fired into resurgent mobs.
The city answered with broken windows, clubs, knives, slogans.

Above it all the Guardian Angels watched.

Then the Behemoth appeared.
A shape against the horizon.
Too large to be a shape.
“Sound the alarm. Prepare the defence.”

South Tower.
Four sent to watch the approach.
Jeffrey the Sharpshooter.
Julien the Medic.
Morgan the Rogue.
Peter the Messenger.

Julien closed his eyes.
He listened with the part of the mind that listens beneath language.
‘Something evil this way comes’.
Then:
“A huge dragon.”

Peter launched the glider.
From above, Gotham was a warzone.
Rebels still rioting against mercenary troops.
Vigilante martial artists converging on South Tower.
Everyone moving.
Nobody knowing where the exits were.

Peter returned with the report.
Then North Tower.

Engineer Leonardo was waiting among wires, brass instruments and improbable machines.
“According to legend,” Leonardo said, “the dragon has a weak spot. Hollow of the throat.”
“We have an experimental flamethrower.”
“You might try it.”

The Guardian Angels received a signal.
HELP.
Then another signal came screaming through the apparatus.
‘North Tower.
A huge Clockwork Golem is approaching the city.’

Two monsters.
One city.

Morgan went scavenging.
Alchemical powder.
Black residue.
Things that should not be mixed.
He built an experimental grenade.

The dragon came closer.
Closer.
Throw.
The grenade met the dragon breath.
FLASH.
BOOM.
“DUCK!”

Jeffrey did not duck quickly enough.
He became toast.

Julien was already moving.
Bandages.
Salve.
Medical intervention in the middle of the apocalypse.

Peter raised the flamethrower.
Click.
Nothing.
Then:
BOOM.
Peter joined Jeffrey in the emergency ward.
Julien sighed and went to work.

Morgan had better luck with the darts.
One flew.
Direct hit.
The dragon’s eye erupted.
“Yeah.”

Meanwhile Rudolf arrived.
Jeffrey’s twin.
He carried a meteor hammer.
The weapon spun through the air, chain hissing, and wrapped itself around the dragon’s neck.
Pull.
The dragon pulled harder.
Rudolf left the ground.
For one second he was airborne, attached to a dragon.
Then he let go.
Iron bullets.
Fire.
One found the weak spot.
The dragon screamed.

A blind dragon is a city-wide problem.
It turned south.
Then north.
“The good news,” someone said, “is that it is leaving the South Tower.”
Pause.
“The bad news is that it is rampaging through the town center.”

North Tower.
The wounded dragon charged.
BANG.
The tower shook.
Again.
BANG.

The dragon collapsed against the structure.
For one impossible moment it seemed the city had survived.
It had not.

Morgan took Peter’s glider.
Up.
Over the streets.
Onto the Golem.
Metal hands reaching.
Clockwork heart turning.
Cogs within cogs within cogs.
Morgan found a panel.
Opened it.
Inside was a mechanical nightmare.
Whirr.
Click.
Grind.
He inserted his knife.
The machinery stopped.
The Golem stopped.

Then the North Tower gave way.
The dragon’s weight had become too much.
Stone cracked.
Iron screamed.
The tower folded into the street.
And the Clockwork Golem came down with it.
The Golem collapsed onto the dragon.
Dragon beneath Golem.
Golem beneath rubble.

Rubble all over Gotham.
South to North, the city wore the scars of the battle like fresh wounds.
Smoke.
Broken towers.
Burned streets.
Twisted metal.
Silence.

The heroes gathered among the wreckage.
The worst scenario had been averted.
This was considered a victory.
In Gotham, you learn to celebrate the disasters that did not happen.


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Skyship Rescue Mission

Skyship Rescue Mission


Ornate owl-shaped flying ship with sails soaring among steep cliffs at sunrise

“Run!”
There are moments in life when courage is indistinguishable from good sense, and this was one of them.
Our heroes ran.
Across the shattered hall, beneath falling stones, between statues that had survived three centuries only to perish in three seconds.
“Where?” cried Engineer Leonardo.

“Up!”

“Up where?”

Lady Blackbird pointed.
Above the palace, through a vast aperture torn in the roof, skyship the Owl

She hung above like a black-winged bird, her great propellers turning furiously, her brass hull shining through the smoke.
Unfortunately, she was fifty feet above the roof.

“Excellent plan,” Leonardo said. “How do we reach it?”

A tremendous crash interrupted us.
The golem had thrown the dragon through a wall.
The wall came down.
Captain Avery was already at the mooring platform.
“Get aboard!”

“How?”
He grinned.
“By trusting a rope and regretting it afterward.”

A cable descended.

Below, the palace erupted.
Windows burst outward.
Towers leaned drunkenly.

The dragon emerged through a cloud of masonry, wings blazing, while the clockwork golem followed with the relentless dignity of a man who had never learned that buildings were supposed to remain standing.

“Cut the lines!” shouted Avery.
The crew obeyed.
The Owl lurched upward.

Then the dragon roared.
It spread its wings.
The golem seized one of its legs.
Together they fell through the palace roof.
A column of fire rose into the heavens.
Leonardo stared downward.
“Do you think they are dead?”

“No,” said Avery

“Why not?”

“Because,” he replied, looking toward the burning palace, “nothing in this cursed kingdom ever dies when it ought to.”
And beneath us, something enormous moved in the flames.

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Clockwork against magick

Clockwork against magick


The palace shook.
Dust poured from the ceiling.
Then came a sound like a thousand iron teeth grinding together.
The floor split open.
Something enormous climbed out.
It was a man.
Or had once been one.
Bronze plates covered its body.
Pistons hammered beneath its chest.
Its eyes burned with blue fire, and a great brass gear turned slowly behind its skull.
The clockwork golem raised one iron fist.
The dragon stared at it.
The golem stared back.

The golem punched the dragon.
The impact sounded like a cannon firing inside a cathedral.
The dragon flew backward through three pillars.
The dragon rose from the rubble.
Its brass helmet was bent.
Its pride was considerably more damaged.
It spread its wings.
Fire filled its throat.

“Everyone down!”

The dragon breathed.
Flame swept across the hall.

The golem did not move.
Its chest opened.
Inside was a spinning furnace.
The fire struck it.
The machine glowed red.
Then the golem laughed.
It was not a pleasant sound.
It seized the dragon by the throat.

The dragon clawed at its arms.
The golem lifted it from the floor.

The entire palace groaned.
Somewhere, a gear the size of a carriage began turning.

The palace shook.

The floor exploded.

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Cry havoc Atlantis!

Cry havoc Atlantis!


The ceiling exploded.
Stone and dust thundered into the hall.
Something vast crashed through the roof.
It had claws.
It had wings.
It had far too many teeth.
And it was wearing what appeared to be a brass helmet.

The creature roared.
The windows shattered.

Scurlock drew his sword.
Unlike Blackbird’s elegant rapier, his weapon was a long, wicked blade, black as midnight and twice as unpleasant.

“Right,” said Avery. “Who attacks first?”

Lady Blackbird grinned.
“I do.”

She sprang onto the back of a fallen statue, ran up its shoulder, and launched herself at the creature.
Her sword flashed.
She struck one of its horns.
Sparks flew.
The creature bellowed and swatted her aside.
Avery caught her.

Scurlock leapt onto the creature’s claw.
He drove his sword between two scales.
The beast shrieked and shook its limb violently.
Scurlock held on with one hand.

“Guardian!”

“Yes?”

“The lever!”

The Guardian went pale.
“Which one?”

“All of them!”

“That seems unsafe!”

“Precisely!”

The Guardian hurled himself toward the machinery.
Leonardo followed.
“Wait for me!”

“You’re an engineer!”

“Exactly! I understand levers!”

Behind them, Lady Blackbird and Avery attacked together.
Steel rang against brass.
The creature snapped at Avery.
He ducked.

Blackbird thrust.
The blade vanished between its teeth.
She stared.
“Oh.”

Avery grabbed her by the collar.
“Run!”

They fled as the beast bit down.
The sword snapped.

Blackbird looked at the broken hilt in disbelief.
“My sword!”

The Guardian pulled three levers.
Somewhere beneath the palace, a machine awakened.

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The enemy of my enemy

The enemy of my enemy


Lady Blackbird drew her sword and advanced to attack her advesary.
“En garde, Lord Scurlock!”

Lord Scurlock sighed.
It was the kind of sigh a man makes when the evening has gone badly and somebody has just spilled gin on the carpet.
He rose from the throne.
He was tall, thin, and dressed in a black coat that looked as though it had been tailored by a funeral director with a grudge.
A silver chain hung from his waist.
At the end of it was a watch.
The watch was ticking backward.

“Must we?” Scurlock asked.

Lady Blackbird lunged.
Scurlock stepped aside.

She struck the throne.
The throne screamed.

Lady Blackbird spun and attacked again.
Scurlock parried with one finger.
The blade stopped an inch from his chest.
“Good sword,” he said.

“Good finger,” she replied.

He smiled.
Then he flicked her sword across the hall.

It landed beside Captain Avery.

Avery picked it up.
“I dislike him,” he said.

“You’re not alone,” said the Guardian.
The Guardian was hiding behind engineer Leonardo.

Scurlock looked at him.
The room became colder.
“You,” he said.

The Guardian swallowed.

“Me?”

“You pulled the lever.”

“That was her.”

Scurlock walked toward them.
Behind him, the golden throne folded itself into the shape of a chair.

“Lord Scurlock,” said Avery, raising the sword, “what exactly are you planning?”

Scurlock stopped.
Through the enormous windows came the sound of something moving across the sky.
Not flying.
Dragging itself.

Scurlock glanced upward.
“For once,” he said, “I’m not planning anything.”

The marble floor trembled.

“Then what is that?”

Scurlock looked at them.
“That,” he said, “is the reason I built the door.”

Avery frowned.
“The door exploded.”

“Yes.”

“Was that part of the plan?”

Scurlock considered this.
“No.”

The ceiling cracked.
Something enormous looked down through it.

Scurlock smiled without humor.
“Now,” he said, “we may all attack together.”

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Behind the Atlantis portal

Behind the Atlantis portal


The thing behind the door cleared its throat.

Captain Avery drew his sword.

Engineer Leonardo drew a ruler.

Lady Blackbird drew the brass lever.

“Who,” asked Avery, “is behind the door?”

The door exploded.

The bronze beacon screamed.

“Oh,” said the Guardian.

Everyone looked at him.

“That’s not supposed to happen.”

“What isn’t?” asked Lady Blackbird.

A shadow passed over the city.

Then another.

Then a third.

Engineer Leonardo looked upward.

Lady Blackbird looked at the brass lever.
“Now that,” she said, “looks useful.”

The Guardian lunged.“No!”
Too late.

She pulled it.

When sight returned, they were standing in a vast marble hall.

A golden throne stood before them.

Upon it sat a very strange man.

Avery stared.

Leonardo dropped his ruler.

The man on the throne raised an eyebrow.
“I suppose,” he said, “you’ve come to stop me.”
He smiled.

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Atlantis Encounter

Atlantis Encounter


A door opened.
Beyond it stood a man in a grey suit.He was carrying a clipboard.

Everyone stared.

The man looked at the clipboard.
Then at them.
Then back at the clipboard.
“Excellent,” he said. “You’re all here.”

“Who are you?” asked Avery.

“Future Maintenance.”

Leonardo blinked.
“That’s not a person.”

“Neither is Atlantis, technically. We all have to compromise.”
The man stepped inside and closed the door behind him.

Outside, the mountain stopped moving.
The river flowed downhill.
The sea remembered what gravity was.

For a moment, everything was normal.
This was immediately suspicious.

Lady Blackbird pointed at the brass lever.
“You said maintenance wasn’t complete.”

“It isn’t.”

“Then why is everything fixed?”

The man sighed.
“It isn’t fixed. It has been postponed.”

Captain Avery looked horrified.
“To when?”

The bronze beacon began to hum.

The Guardian went pale.
“Captain,” he whispered. “Put the lever back.”

Avery slowly released it.

The man in the grey suit shook his head.
“Too late.”

The chest clicked.

Behind them, something enormous knocked on the door.
Three times.
Then, after a pause, it knocked again.
This time from inside the room.

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Exploring Atlantis

Exploring Atlantis


Lady Blackbird peered through the window.
“Atlantis is very different in this spacetime-frame!”

Captain Avery followed her gaze.
Below them, the sea had acquired several additional directions.
A mountain was currently sliding sideways across the horizon with the embarrassed determination of a cupboard being moved through a narrow doorway.

Leonardo frowned.
“Atlantis?”

“Yes,” said the guardsman at the gate.

“But Atlantis sank.”

“In your spacetime.”

Avery looked at him.
“And in this one?”

“It was promoted.”

Nobody asked what that meant.
This was partly because the question seemed dangerous, and partly because a second bronze beacon had just begun emitting a noise rather like a giant clearing its throat.

The masked guardian turned.
“Lighthouse Forty-Nine is unstable.”

“What does it prevent?” asked Lady Blackbird.

“Time.”

“From doing what?”

“Arriving in the wrong order.”

There was a pause.
Leonardo looked deeply unhappy.
“That sounds important.”

“It is.”

“What happens if it fails?”

The custodian considered this.
“Yesterday may occur tomorrow.”

Avery sighed.
“That already happens.”

“Not with consequences.”

The beacon flashed.

Leonardo stared at Avery.
“You look pale.”

“I’ve just remembered something.”

“What?”

“I don’t know yet.”

Lady Blackbird, meanwhile, had opened the chest.
“Ah,” she said.

Everyone turned.
Inside, beside the lightning rod, was a small brass lever labelled:
GEOGRAPHY — RESET

Underneath, in smaller letters:
DO NOT USE UNLESS MAP IS ON FIRE

Leonardo swallowed.
“Is the map on fire?”

Lady Blackbird glanced toward the horizon.
A river had begun flowing uphill.

Avery reached for the lever.

The custodian caught his wrist.
“Captain.”

“Yes?”

“Maintenance is not complete yet.”

Behind them, something enormous knocked politely on the door.
Three times.
Then it waited.


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