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Heartfull moments 5: meeting with remarkable Spirits

Heartfull moments 5: meeting with remarkable Spirits


Work in progress….continuing my path on the trance-journey…

As before, using moving meditation facilitated a deep altered consciousness while being grounded.
The deep stance of my legs gave a strong rooting for the whole body while I felt free to let the energy move my limbs.
Immediately the visions unfolded befor my eyes
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This time I went to my Grove: an open clearing in the woods, many trees standing in a circle.
For sure, Wolf was there again to meet and greet!
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This time I had the chance to ask for guidance:
What’s the meaning of our meeting? Wolves are gathering in the woods….
I met the she-wolf, this was fated…What is our wyrd?

‘This meeting was arranged for mutual healing’

After these words, it was time to say goodbye…

I give thanks to my guide: Wolf

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the Wild Hunt

the Wild Hunt


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Spring has arrived with a storm…
It feels like the Wild Hunt rides again!
When I called upon Wolf, Old One-eye rode along and pulled me in to join the Hunt.
So we hunted the Unseelie, we harried them from dusk till dawn.

here is an old tale goes, that Herne the Hunter
(Sometimes a keeper here in Windsor forest)
Doth all the winter-time, at still midnight,
Walk round about an oak, with great ragg’d horns,
And there he blasts the tree, and takes the cattle,
And makes milch-kine yield blood, and shakes a chain
In a most hideous and dreadful manner.
You have heard of such a spirit, and well you know
The superstitious idle-headed eld
Receiv’d and did deliver to our age
This tale of Herne the Hunter for a truth.
(Shakespeare, The Merry Wives of Windsor, 4.4.28-38)

source: Russell Brand and the Wild Hunt. | Cymraes’s Corner

Hunting with the White Wolf

Hunting with the White Wolf



Today I felt the presence of Wolf very strongly…

For years I have been avoiding the Spirits, kept them at a distance.
Confucius had said,  “Respect ghosts and spirits, but keep them at a distance” (Analects 6:20).
I was afraid of losing control, being taken over by the Other, afraid of the sacrifices that They were asking.
But at last I gave in, made my peace with my old fears.

Today I answered the hunting call of the White Wolf.
Yeah, we hunted together!
It seemed I rode a white horse, carrying a lance, wolf-mask on my head.
Soon we hunted down a shadow-spirit, my lance nailed the thing to the ground, my sword hacked it into pieces.
The thing had many dark tendrils attached to its victims, sucking their energy with sweet lies.
Bright Sword cut through the threads  one by one, burning the threads into nothingness.

The hunt was quick and brutal, the Spirits were ready to depart to their next tasks…

I give thanks to  my helpers and guides from the three worlds.

Thank you: White Wolf, Bright Angel, Guardians, Ancestors!

The circle is open but yet unbroken,
Merry meet, merry part and merry meet again!
see also: Following the call of the wolf | Dreamquest

Het orakel van heartful moments 4: Aphrodite

Het orakel van heartful moments 4: Aphrodite


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Door heartfullnesspodium voel ik me uitgedaagd om goed stil te staan bij de weg van mijn hart.
Deze keer sta ik stil bij de vraag: welke onderdelen van hetgeen aangeboden word, inspireren mij?
En dan gaat het niet om: vind ik het leuk? Want ook de lastige onderdelen kunnen me uitdagen om te kijken naar weerstanden en andere pijnpunten.

Ik word voornamelijk geïnspireerd door het werken met de wekelijksgetrokken orakelkaart.

Mijn aandacht werd deze keer meteen opgeeist door het kaart van het Godinnenorakel: Aphrodite.
Aphrodite stelt mij de vraag: volg jij de weg van je hart?
De vraag stellen is de weg naar het antwoord, die ik helder probeer te krijgen.

Ik herinner me nu weer hoe de beelden van het Godinnenorakel een enorme impact op mij maakten tijdens VakantieAnders, diverse beelden van verschillende Godinnen spraken krachtig tot mij.
De vogels van Rhiannon riepen mij, om te varen over de donkere zee, naar Zomerland ging de reis en weer terug naar Midden-Aarde.
Deze reis tussen de werelden was de weg die me gewezen werd om verder te bewandelen: ik ben al een tijdje bezig op het sjamanistische pad, het reizen tussen verschillende staten van bewustzijn om de kennis en vaardigheden te verwerven die ik ten goede kan aanwenden in mijn omgeving.

 

 

 

Zie ook: heartful moments 4: omgaan met je oordelen en triggers |

Following the call of the wolf

Following the call of the wolf


Last full moon  I experienced Call of the wolf during Equinox and Lunar eclipse; at a crucial point it seemed I met a she-wolf…after sniffing out each other we played a while.

Today I decided to follow the track…it took me some time to find the trail,  it was well hidden in a roundabout way…but finally there it was!

And again, warily sniffing the scent, testing the energy…
Oh! This is really strong!

It felt like I had to heed a pack-mate calling, this geis is upon me.

I will call for help from the Otherworld, for the Advesary is very strong bad medicine!

 

Equinox and Lunar eclipse : Wolf is calling

Equinox and Lunar eclipse : Wolf is calling


Stardust told me: wolf is calling, would you come?

So I heeded the call, to dance with Wolf.

Entering the space, I felt the need to cleanse the room, setting up the boundary…Wolf was also guarding the perimeter.

The moon is strong today and the spirits are eager to join the party!

During the first round of sharing and check-in, I felt the Lord with the Beautiful Beard coming through, it seemed I heard the talks as if it were just noise in a strange language. At the same time also Wolf came through, eager to play.

As soon as we started moving, Wolf became stronger, manifesting several aspects: playful, questing, but also dangerous.
Shapechanging between Wolf and Man, even Anubis showed His face.
Finally Wolf went to the Dreaming, giving me rest and recuperation.

Observations:
For me Moving Meditations work better than Lotus postures to make the connection to the Other.
Furthermore, I feel the need for a strong circle, safe boundaries, a competent gate-warden, to be able to work on aspecting.
Doing this Work felt like service to the Other and the community.
On the other side: as soon as I allowed the energy of the Presence going through my body, it felt like healing.

Reblogging: Equinox and Lunar eclipse are coming

De Kunst van het Kiezen

De Kunst van het Kiezen


Vandaag volgde ik een aantal workshops bij De Kunst van het Kiezen.
Dit begon meteen goed met systemische opstellingen:
Midden in de ruimte werd Het Verlangen opgesteld, vervolgens moesten we onze positie bepalen ten opzichte van Het Verlangen.
Ik voel me ergens halverwege, met een impuls om dichterbij te willen gaan maar nog niet uitvoeren.
In tweetallen gesprekken aangegaan:
Wat is mijn verlangen nu eigenlijk, hoe verhoud ik me daartoe, wat houd me tegen?
De grootste blokkade is de angst voor Nee. Maar diep van binnenuit voel ik de drang om de sprong in het duister te willen uitvoeren.
Dankzij de spiegel van mijn gesprekspartner kon ik diep gaan.
Kennelijk helpt systemische opstellingen mij ook om dichterbij een dieper bewustzijn te komen.
Na deze sessie wilde ik bijkomen, niet meteen doorhollen naar de volgende workshop, dus deed ik mee met ‘aandachtig wandelen”, dit had ik echt nodig om goed uit te waaien en echt te gronden.

Workshop Miracle Choice vond ik teleurstellend, ik had verwacht dat we met z’n allen het spel konden spelen, maar omdat de groep groot was konden maar een paar proefspelen met een verkorte ronde. Er werd gewerkt met het trekken van orakelkaarten met spreuken, op zich niets mis mee, maar door de uitvoering werd het hele gebeuren behoorlijk mentaal.

Als laatste workshop deed ik mee met Moodboard van het Verlangen maken, inspirerende plaatjes uitknippen en inplakken: ik liet me  inspireren door de plaatjes die ik tegenkwam, vervolgens ontstond er gaandeweg een compositie, die voor mij de uitwerking kreeg van een magisch orakel.

Equinox and Lunar eclipse are coming

Equinox and Lunar eclipse are coming


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On Thor’s day this Boojum called me to make him a new outfit; since he was very insistent I went to work on it: removing the threadbare old stuff, making a new covering.
As soon as I finished he looked very lively, fully awake.
Impressive-looking, those angry piercing eyes, almost unbearable.

On Freya’s day I went to Her Temple to meet and greet friends from the three worlds.

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Sharing live events I realised Boojum confronted me with old pain and anger, the ancestral trauma of colonial times.
Some recent confrontations during my daily life triggered these tears from the ancestors.
There is pain and anger, but also great power emerging from the Deep.
It is a real challenge to bring the Dark into Consciousness instead of covering up.

When I stood before the Altar of the Lady, the Compassionate One sent her healing rays.

I feel truly blessed today!

Observing my desire

Observing my desire


A friend once told me a funny observation on relationships: friends who were single wanted to be in a relationship while friends who were in a relationship wanted to be free.
Seems like everybody desires to be something what is not here and now, but as soon as the target is achieved, the desire is shifting to another target.
Let’s look at the desire to be in a relationship:
This is not really about being in a relationship, but about the fullfillments of needs: physical & spiritual comfort & exchange of energies.
Looking at these separate needs, it looks like each of them are already being partly fullfilled in different settings and circumstances.
Now comes the tricky part: the desire is moving to another new target, wishing all these needs could be fullfilled by the true soul-mate.
So it seems the desire will never be fullfilled, there is always the next horizon beckoning.
The only way of fullfilling my desire is to enjoy the fullfillment of this moment, while acknowledging the craving for the next fix.

See also:
The Desire Map • Danielle LaPorte: white hot truth + sermons on life