Q:
How would my job life if I’m accepted at the position I want?
A:

Interpretation:
influence from the past: doubting and dithering
situation of the moment: hopeful expectation
trend for the futrue: wish fullfillment
summary:
in the past you were blocking yourself with doubts and dithering.
if you are able to leave that past behind you, if you can focus on your positive chances, than you can manifest the good outcome of your wishes.